
2018
The Smoking Man
He does not rush anymore. The world around him still moves with urgency, with noise, with the constant need to arrive somewhere. But he has already been there. In pieces. In moments. In mistakes.
The cigarette rests between his fingers, not as a habit, but as a pause. Smoke rises slowly, the only thing in motion that does not demand attention. It curls upward, disappears, returns to nothing. He watches it, not because it is interesting, but because it feels familiar. Life was once like that. Full, restless, impossible to hold. It came in waves, in choices made too quickly, in days that felt endless. And then, without asking, it began to thin out. Not abruptly, not dramatically. Just quietly.
Like smoke. There is no fear in his face. Only recognition. The kind that comes when you understand that everything you held tightly was never meant to stay. That time does not leave all at once. It fades, layer by layer, until what remains is not loss, but clarity.
He inhales once more, then lets it go. Not holding on. Not resisting. Just letting it pass through.
