
2017
Mother Earth
I wasn't supposed to be on that train. Local trains were never my thing. Too crowded, too loud, too close. But college does that to you. You borrow habits from people who feel more adventurous than you are. So I got in.
And then I got stuck. Bodies pressed into bodies, conversations half-heard, the smell of metal and motion. It was chaos, the kind you stop resisting after a while. You just stand there and exist in it.
Somewhere in that noise, there was a small pocket of stillness.
A mother, seated, holding her child. Not carefully. Not delicately. Almost like she was protecting something fragile from a world that had no intention of slowing down. The child was crying, face scrunched, unaware of anything beyond its own discomfort. The mother leaned in, her face close, almost touching his. Not to silence him, but to meet him where he was. Nothing about it was dramatic. Nobody noticed. The train kept moving. People kept talking. Stations came and went. But that moment stayed suspended.
It felt strange to realize that while everything around her was temporary, rushed, replaceable, what she was doing was none of those things. It was instinct. It was permanence in the middle of movement.
And for a brief second, the crowded train didn't feel suffocating.
It felt like a reminder.
That even in the most mechanical, indifferent spaces, something deeply human continues without announcement.
